I confess that I have not logged my food or exercised since Wednesday, May 11, 2011. Yup. I screwed that up. No real excuse except laziness and travel. I had the book with me, but didn't log. I have missed my workouts, but I have not been. There has been something on my days that I had to do...ha.
*Yesterday I started logging again. I didn't make it to Zumba today, but I will be back on Saturday.*
I confess that I cry in my car every morning before I go into my job. I feel empty when I'm there...I feel my soul leaving my body each time I enter those steel doors.
I confess that although I love my mother I hate that she is the only person I can depend on to watch my kids. I hate that she throws up in my face that she feels I'm using her sometime. I confess that I wish I could fire her and afford someone else.
I confess that my husband is the most boring person in the world. LOL Watching paint dry is more interesting.
I confess that I want to be a missionary.
These are my confessions!
8 comments:
I think I need to do some confessions too! LOL! Thanks for sharing!
We're here with ya Dawnya. I'm sorry about your mom throwing it up in your face about your kids. It sucks that she has you between a rock and a hard place.
This is a good post idea..I'm sorry to hear that you're going through bit of a rough patch with your job. Hopefully things will get better for ya!!
Wow. Oh girl I so feel for you and will be praying for you. I know all to well how that soul-sucking job feeling feels. It's like a hollow coldness. I can't explain it, but I know what it feels like. I have this look on my face that I can't explain after reading your post.
Here is a big ole HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG for you. If you ever need to vent, hit me up. I will send you my number via FB message.
Why can't I be independenty wealthy so I can quit my job and then hire people who hate their jobs to do something fun with me?
So sorry about your job, Dawnya! I sure hope it's something that you can work through. It's amazing how much a crapa$$ work situation can really beat you down. Hang in there!
I'm so sorry that to hear that you cry in your car. There is sure to be something better for you in the days to come. Just try to keep your head up.
I have to admit, I giggle a little when you talk about your husband like that. Make him entertain you! That should be fun.
And with your mother, I've never understand how any mother couldn't be any more than understanding and helpful. I can only imagine how frustrating that has got to be. Try not to let her frustrate you too much. Mother's can do that.
Aww I wish I could fix your job for you...and I wish your mother didn't make you feel that way...
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